I couldn't sleep last night i laid awake and i wished you were here with me i'd wish that i had more time to make more mistakes and i'd make the louder and clearer
i couldn't sleep last night I just couldn't get it right. i just couldn't sleep last night
not a light was on as i held this song in my head of you and what you do to me
i even followed the rules i closed my eyes and didn't move if i was only stronger i wish that i was stronger here referring to my heart song dear cause this day is the longest of the year
cause i didn't sleep last night not for a lack of trying i just didn't sleep last night but a lie today made my dreams be waiting
In time, in due time i will rest my thoughts of you.
could i be more lucky than I've grown to be just knowing that i know him why shouldn't i show him All the wise of getting older could he be more perfect than perfection his reflection is casting and thats the last thing i'm ever asking
i couldn't sleep last night just couldn't get it right i couldn't sleep last night
Today, due to a minor case of swine flu, Meichen missed school. So sad. When I went to her house,she was starting to look a little like a pig. *oink oink* Hahahaha swine flu has taken an all new drastic turn and mutation. WARPING OF LOOKS. So if you die of it, you will die looking like a pig. Awful. I'm joking! Meichen looked perfectly normal when grace kaixin and I went to see her. And her sister knew my name! What a miracle. Anyway, today was an awesomely awful day. I got 35/50 for chinese. 4th in class. I hope mumma is proud of me. Dahday too. I hope that I get a big reward. Something to contribute towards my itouch funds. And yeah, I got negative lowest for the maths test. I shall be very open about it. I got 2 marks. I am currently searching for anybody who has the same marks as me/lower. Any 1 markers? I suppose not. Ah Fong gave me her incredibly stupid shit awful bangful face and said to me"What's wrong with you? Why did you get the lowest in class?" I was so very tempted to tell her that: a) I spent so much energy and brain juice on the chinese test. b)I sacrificed myself to get the lowest in class so somebody else will not have to bear the immense pain and mockery of the failure-iest FAILURE. How nice of me. ;) c)If she didn't shut up soon enough, I would personally hack of those "bangs" of hers. Seriously, hair like hers should be banned in this world. SHE should be wholesomely banned everywhere.
I find that I get my humour back when I am in a bad foul mood and when I am reconfirmed by the world that I might not make it to the end.
Alrighty, off to chop onions now. I hope I won't cry in the process. Better get some lab goggles first.
Hey where are we now? I thought that we were actually GOING somewhere. I guess not. I guess, no I confirm my theory that you are, in fact, a FILTHY WOMANIZER.
Just felt like saying it. Anyway, supeeeer sorry to Chantel, can't give you the baby biskies tmr, cos apparently, my mum placed the "order" and just left the biskies on the counter. And then after her grocery shopping, she just left the place. And the biscuits. Amazing mum I have. Anyway, I AM GOING TO GET THAT STUPID ITOUCH 32GB. The problem is,I need a really really really inspirational story. With pictures. Don't ask me why, why would I share my money making secret with you? ;D so yeah, ideas pleeeeeeeeease.
Yup. Ok, i shall set off to work now. Maybe write about my deceased uncle. I kinda miss him. Anyway, valencia, tell me your S.S.T!
Valencia now officially knows about macs. She didn't say "WHAT?!?!" So yeah. And she didn't mock me about it either. Anyway, I really should be studying right now, so yeah.
:You're a filthy womanizer :Stop trying to tell me what to do when you're no better yourself. STFU.
I AM SO IFURATED RIGHT NOW. Wanna know why? That's because SOMEBODY(i'm guessing the person who let bun bun escape the last time) POURED bun's bathing powder all over the place, in his cage and took the whole bloody bottle away. Freak you loser. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gosh, I swear that I am so gonna install a security camera there. And an alarm. An a chain. And thorns. Speaking of thorns, today chantel,annabella,jiao kai, keith, james and i went to weida's house. To "play with his rabbits" We ended up watching John tucker must die. Hehehahahohoheh. Weida's INFAMOUS rabbits were, well, er.......... Uncomparable with Bun Bun. I'm so proud of bun bun.Especially his BIG FAT FLUFFY BUTT. And her humongous appetite. *ahem* sorry ah wd. :D (his rabbits are all so buttless. ;P) But then his rabbits are all very well behaved, compared to my dear ol' bun. You can carry them. If you were to ever try carrying bun bun, you'll get: Scratched :Attacked :Grunted at :Massacred. So yeah, I think I'll stick to carrying other people's rabbits. Anyway, wd's sister is an evil little nudey girl. She couldn't bear to part with the mousepad.AND SHE TOOK THE COOKIE CRISP!! Or the room. Just realised that we didn't see her at all when we were there. Hahahaha. Then we had fried rice &NUGGETS for lunch. Poor chantel. No nuggets for her. But she did make up for it by eating loads of milo cereal (which i think looks like rabbit poop). Yup, so girls watcher J.T.M.D while boys played dota and spoke dota lingo. =Loads of f words. ="Wah (whoever it is) got this leh! Walao.." And keith is Soooo egoistic la. Keep saying he v.pro. HAHAHA. Oh yeah, then wd dropped sooooo many of the glass cups. What a waste of money ;D Then yup. Went home at about 5.30+ dad came to fetch. So yup. Now I have to go revise. I think I'm gonna pig out on ice-cream later.
Wakakaka people. Just finished a long long long warm bath. I'm getting ready a cleaver to chop off my own toes.Anyone wants to help me? I AM NEVER, EVER, GOING TO WEAR HEELS ANYMORE. ESPECIALLY THIN AND "TALL" ONES. Ok, so I just came back from A.A and frankly, it was stupid. Just walked around with overstuffed shoulder pads, atrocious heels and just serving everybody. And looking all prim and proper and smart and professional. So yeah, went to buy heels and skirt with joy and meichen, we spent soooooooooo long. When I asked zinc whether the skirt needed to be plaited, she said yes. So we bought a un-plaited skirt already.Went back to try to get refund/another item. Sooooooooooo ugly the other skirt. Then saw Uthamani, Ashley and Isabelle. Yup, soooooooooooo then we went to eat at pizza hut AWESOME. Hahahaa meichen said that her belt was gonna burst later on. But it didn't. AHMAZIIIIIING. so yup. "dressed up" then walked round doing stupid stuff. Yup. Towards the evening went to serve food, had a cramp. Hurted like mad. Then when all was fine, went to eat laksa (horrid) then packed up and went home. Jiashen and mr. president were playing a silly prank in the council room. sooooooooo childish uh. okokokokoie. GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY, ME GO WATCH GHOST WHISPERER. tonight is saddddddddddddddddenosity. full up max,
My dear babyganeshballoon just died today. Or expired. Or deflated. Or lau hong-ed. Anyway, somebody bursted him in the end (though I didn't hear anything screams from mr.g, or whatsoever, so I assume that he must have died peacefully.) Was supposed to bury him with valencia and others but, FAUZIE went to take sooooooooooooo long for assembly. Made us late for 1hr. So Ganesh's body was decomposed by then. Too ugly for showcase in the coffin.Shall just conduct a simple ceremony for him in my heart, bible verse shall be taken from psalms 91. (Valencia and I spent the whole math lesson trying to remember it.) So yeah, Fuazie shall be burnt tonight. idislikehernow. Then went to eat at macs (!) with joy and zinc. Then yah. OH YES!The speaker during assembly said: 13xf word. :1xM.f :2x c.b :???? All based on mc's and grace's statistics. Jo is sooooooooooooooooooo biatchy. She has spread so many things around. Alrighty, shall try to call the dentist now to change my appointment. Hope agnes/grace doesn't scold me. AGAIN.
I am now going to start my post with 6 words. SORRY VALENCIA FOR MIA-ING ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway, I am wasted, tired, and gone. All because of the stupid AA. Stupidstupid school. Every year they'll have all these two letter-ed events. Last year it was OO. Now it's AA. II (idiotic idiot) Anyway, trudged to school, early to copy homework, reached at 7.45, saw kx and grace, then we went to canteen to play piano and spy on SOME PEOPLE. Then took pics in the toilette, I just realised I haven't uploaded many pics. Well I can't be arsed anyway. So yeah, school was horrendous, especially Geography. Felt like sleeping like mad! ooh. I just realised that my font is like algae colour. So yeah, went to Meichen's house after school, she has like 50000000000 bottles of honey at home. Her father "made" them, so therefore, they are a family of bees. Which reminds me I need to restock too. So yeah, ate ate ate then went back to school. Stupid tanny keep redoing the whole parade thing so many times. Poor UG people. Then waited for sis for idk how long, until I starved, i think. She's the g.o.h?! She asked ronald a question and he was so sotong. And another person if he liked apples. Wth. Ok gtg sleep!
My feet are dead tired.
I now understand and appreciate the importance of shoes.
"PUNCHLINE":I WALKED 3 HOURS WITHOUT SHOES.
Cos today I went out with Sarah and Valencia.
Well it's not their fault actually.
My shoe snapped, so yeah.
Today we went to do the spca "project"
Swam in the pool that fell from the heavens with sarah. Don't worry, Valencia got a taste of it too. Or rather feel.
So yeah walked around esplanade&city hall&s'pore river there.
Uhuh. All bare footed.
Then followed sarah and valencia to dinner
The floor was super greasy.
Yup. On the train everyone was staring at me.
Then when I ran home, I was imagining all the spit that all the lao kok koks spit on the floor and I was actually stepping on them.
I felt like the nuns that we saw at the esplanade.
Like I was Ghandi or something.
Yep.Thankfully my mum and dad only asked about the shoes.
Phew. This is like the second pair of shoes that I have broken.
I broke my other pair on Friday.
I hate charles &keith now.
I shall write a complaint letter and maybe sue them.
For more info, please go to sarah&valencia's blog.
:)
She falls asleep and all she thinks about is you.
She falls asleep and all she dreams about is you.
When she’s asleep the air that she’s breathing is for you.
And why she wants to live, she’s not got that much more to give.
Helloooooo fellow earthlings and aliens.
Whaddya know? Today's Good Friday!! And its really good cos it's a public holiday.
Anyway, woke up bright and early for church.
Went to macs for breakfast and bought a happy meal. When I was choosing the toy, I think the aunty thought that I was a retard or something. Take so long to choose.Then she still tell me to take my own time. ;D
Then went to church, this year's "theme" is like telling us the feast of tabernacle&passover stuff. From all that I have heard, it all goes roughly like this: There are 4 wine cups, the Jewish eat unleavened bread, with horseradish,saltwater,honey+nuts+apples. -I remembered these when I ate them when I was young. I stupidly went to put dollops of horseradish on my unleavened bread.
So anyway, er.............I remember the passover thinghy, the er............ FEELING OF SEEING THE PEOPLE ON STAGE EAT AND DRINK WINE WHILE I SAT THERE TRYING NOT TO FAINT FROM HUNGER+FALL ASLEEP. Then yeah, Valencia told me to RESIST, Rista. -stupid tanny ho. cannot pronounce and remember my name, i think she seriously has dyslexia/down syndrome.
Then ate lunch, went to but thermos "flask" to put food. I'll be using it for the rest of the semester,cos I'm saving up with sis for.........................
GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh I loooooooooove you Georgia for selling it to us at half price.
And the drum set's new :) :)
So yeah. See me eating like a nun for the rest of the semester during recess.
God give me strength to go through this ordeal.
Then had thai food for dinner, felt so homesick.
I don't know why either.
ok so i think i'm done.
I really don't know why I''m having sudden urges to post nowadays. I guess I'm still in lalaland mode. WAKE UP ARISTA!!!!!! Anyway, today was a horrifying day. Meichen,Phoebe,Ashley and I were mentally raped. By the dancing uncle. God he was like suddenly dancing then he went to touch his *ahem* in an obscene and grotesque way. omg. Then me and meichen were like screaming and clutching each other. Then whenever the dancing uncle came close to us we would quickly move away. I guess that he felt it cos he seemed sad+angry. Not our fault mah. Who ask you to go do that. Especially when Mr. Lee wasn't around. Then @ the end he wanted us to dance we were like "no nono!!"then we kept retreating into the corner of the room, then suddenly............ he used his infested hands to grab grace and phoebe up. Poor them! Sigh. I don't wanna go for pe next week. I'm so gonna look at the uncle from a different point of view. For sure. Then my mind's gonna wander off and start IMAGINING stuff. Sometimes I really wished that I could control my brain. Then we had free period, ganesh wasn't here. Then had a rockin time during live lessons too, GOING STEADY-PEER PRESSURE. Lovely situations that Samsol gave us. So yeah, then lunched with zinc, joy,kimmy and jialing. LOOOOOOOOOOOVE YA MANS ZINC. THANKS FOR TREATING US!!!!!!!!!!! then we had councilor contact time, b-o-r-i-n-g. Had trouble trying to pry my eyes open. Had to resort to pretence-eye-rubbing. then went home, wanted to go with joy, but saw kimmy waiting for her so went with valencia instead. Then bought cadbury diary milk pellets. ithinkimmaturtle.eatingpellets. Then saw something immensely scary and walked home as if my life depended on it. Yup, so that's all. I have to plan my exam timetable.
AND OH YEAH, YOU KNOW WHAT? You both are f-ing biatches What kinda friends are you people? you never choose to tell me anything. It's always whispers. Hello! I am not deaf. And then when she's not around, you tell me. Act as if you love me. Then when she's back, poof! I'm invisible again. What am I ? a backup plan? I hatehatehatehatehatehate you both! Stupid whores.
This is my 111th post. Woweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Anyway, today was a weird day. But fun! Cos Valencia & I totally "redid" the council room. You guys'll see it tmr. Then we discovered our "secret box". Hahahahaha awesome it was. Then went for volleyball, don't know why I suddenly felt giddy. And vomity. Bun Bun says that those are symptoms of pregnancy. -.- Then became alright (Thank God!) then just dug balls. (volley BALLS.) Then went to eat fish &chips then went home then to drum lessons. So sad today. My teacher said that soon, I would have to leave him cos his standard sucks (indirectly translated) So... that means that I''m getting better!!! :D hallelujah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i though thtat this day would never ever come. And i found out that we both wanna learn the piano &cello. Hahahahaha. Then he ended the lesson so that he could go to his stupid bbq. Huh. Okie do. I shall go to sleep now. I need to try to stay awake for ganesh's arrival tmr.
Today was a very very scary day. Wanna know why? Cos Bun Bun escaped. AGAIN. Let's just say that the "wind" blew his cage down. AGAIN. I am seriously gonna suggest a metal chain to dad. Anyway, was waiting for joy with jieen, grace and zinc. Then checked my phone, lalalala. no messages. Then went to toilet with zinc then suddenly my sis called to say" BUN BUN ESCAPED AGAIN!!! AND I CAN'T FIND HIM! COME HOME NOWWW!!!!!" Couldn't decide whether to go home or stay with friends. After all I promised them. But bun bun was missing. So I decided to chiong home. Luckily jieen&grace they all not angry. Are they? Sorry to joy grace and jieen! :( Then when i reached home, immediately started the search for ah bun. Searched high and low and negative and positive heights, but he/she was no where to be found. Then suddenly remembered that sometimes bun will climb staircases. So went up, and bun bun was there. At the lady-who-keeps-dropping-her-bra-down-to-my-house's house. And he was just sitting there. All along. Grr. So therefore, a tired and forlorn me went to take a nap, and before I knew it, a nap turned into a 3 hr sleep.So short. Then ate dinner and then here I am blogging about today. AGAIN. park is weird.
Today humans, We had our councilor investiture. Ok, so it wasn't really that holy/glam/awe-inspiring as I expected, but it was ok. Valencia and I were supposed to be hosting St.Andrews sec, but they didn't come in the end so we hosted paya lebar. They were really nice and all, but kinda quiet, as compared to Raffles. I was really tempted to ask them if they had lesbians in their school.
Anyway, then we went to the hall, bla bla bla. Ah Boo gave his super-boring-as-usual speech, I almost fell asleep. I''m not the only one. Then we were supposed to go and receive our ties! So scary I tell you.It's like everybody's watching you. I kept having visions of myself tripping and falling. Thank God I didn't. When it was almost my turn, I guess I looked so grim and all, one of the emcees told me to smile. :D Haha then it was my turn! Managed to walk without falling and then Fauzie told me congrats, today is a very proud day for you. Yup. Then bla bla bla bla bla. Almost fell while I was trying to change places on my chair. Stupid zinc. keep laughing. Then the sec 4s lighted the sec 3s flame and blew out theirs. It was so sad! Then their video. Quite sad too. Though aby told me that there was going to be 'the end' at the end of the video. Then we went up, ate and tried tying our ties. It looks like a severe pimple removal gone wrong. Then went out with grace, joy and jieen. The boys kept stalking us. So damn irritating. Then went home and here I am blogging about my day to you.
