Parquish

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"As I told you many times, I am split into two.One side contains my exuberant cheerfulness, my flippancy, my joy in life and, above all, my ability to appreciate the lighter side of things. By that I mean not finding anything wrong with flirtations, a kiss, an embrace, a saucy joke.This side of me is usually lying in wait to ambush the other one, which is much purer, deeper, finer.No one knows Anne's better side and that's why most people can't stand me. Oh, I can be an amusing clown for an afternoon, but after that everyone's had enough of me to last for a month.Actually, I'm what a romantic film is to a profound thinker-a mere diversion, a comic interlude, something that is soon forgetten:not bad,but not particularly good either.I hate having to tell you this,but why shouldn't I admit it when it's true?My lighter,more superficial side will always steal a march on the deeper side and therefore always win.You can't imagine how often I've tried to push away this Anne-to beat her down, hide her.But it doesn't work, and I know why.
I'm afraid that people who know me as I usually am will discover I have another side, a better and finer side.I'm afraid they'll mock me, think I'm ridiculous and sentimental and not take me seriously.I'm used to not being taken seriously, but only the "lighthearted" Anne is used to it and can put up with it;the "deeper" Anne is too weak.If I force the good Anne into the spotlight for even fifteen minutes, she shuts up like a clam the moment she is forced to speak,and lets Anne number one do the talking.Before I realise it, she's disappeared.
I know exactly how I'd like myself to be.... On the inside. But unfortunately I'm only like that with myself.And perhaps that's why-no , I'm sure that's the reason why-I think of myself as happy on the inside and people think that I'm happy on the outside.The happy-go-lucky Anne laughs, give a flippant reply, shrugs her shoulders and pretends she couldn't care less. The quiet Anne reacts in the opposite manner. If I'm being completely honest, I'll just admit that it matters to me, that I'm trying very hard to change myself, but that I'm always up against a more powerful enemy.

A voice within me is sobbing "You see, that's what's become of you.You're surronded by negative opinions,dismayed looks and mocking faces, people who dislike you, and all because you don't listen to the advice of your own better half." Belive me, I'd like to listen but it doesn't work, because if I'm quiet and serious, everybody will think that I'm putting on an act and I have to save myself with a joke, and then I'm not even talking about my family, who assume I must be ill, stuffing me with aspirins and sedatives,feel my neck and forehead to see if I have a temperature,ask about my bowel movements and berate me for being in a bad mood, until I just can't keep it up anymore, because when everybody starts hovering over me, I get cross, then sad, and finally end up turning my heart inside out, the bad part on the outside and the good part on the inside, and keep trying to find a way to become what I'd like to be and what I could be if....if only there were no other people in the world."

-adapted from Anne Frank.

This is all that I have to say for today.

posted by parquish @ 9:36 PM 0 Comments

FREAKY. can i add an -ing pissed?

Ok, something really freaky and horrible just happened and was cleared up.

BUN BUN'S CAGE TOPPLED OVER AND FELL AND THE DOOR OPENED AND HE IS MISSING.


no la joking. We found him at his usual spot in the drain.
Anyway, so yeah after "training" came home with sis and dad and mum when we saw:

1)The cage was on the floor
2)The door to the cage was open
3)There was lots of poop and kibbles on the floor.
4)BUN BUN WAS GONE.

Just then my crazy neighbour opened the door and started saying I don't know what in Indian+english. I was too busy searching to listen.
Then heigh ho I looked under the shed and woo! Ah Bun was there. In his superman pose.
He sure looks at fear in the eye and falls asleep while waiting for fear to do something.
So yeah, had a REALLY REALLY hard time trying to convince him/her to come out, so when he did, he/she ran all over the place then he lay down again.
Then waited for sis to try and catch him, sat down and we had a really nice conversation.Ok, actually it was just me talking, but yeah. Bun Bun was relaxed.
Then when sis came, he leaped up and ran around again.
So yeah, in the end cornered him (daddy got bitten AGAIN) then he went in. :D




















Yup, so now the solving part.

a)the wind. huh.
b)Some little kid was trying to carry bun bun's cage down when he realised that it was too heavy, so he dropped it and then opened the door and then when my neighbour went to investigate,he ran away.

UGH. ok off to drum lessons now!

TOODLES. &tonga.

posted by parquish @ 7:08 PM 0 Comments

havaianas

Yo I'mma back from my *ahem* lovely shopping trip for havaianas with zincz, julia and her "friend". Anyway, it was kinda fun, but the outcome was stupid. I ended up with yet another pair of flip flops instead of the sandals that I was originally supposed to buy. Oh well, shall save up for it another time. Ok, reminder time: Get $18 from joy tmr
: Get *20 from Julia.
:Get $2 from Chantel.
Hahaha i think that I sound like a loan shark right now.
I wonder what I can do to zinc if she owes me money and doesn't pay up.
She is one hell of a stupid ass i tell you. I was walking with julie and her friend to the mrt and i was listening to them talk about sisters when suddenly, this white person kicked me.
I thought the person was crazy (like the 2 crazy people i met today. i tell you tpy seriously has like the most number of crazy people in s'pore. Seriosusly.) Yeah, then i saw that it was stupid zinc. -.-
Anyway, I felt sooooooo gooseberry with julie and her friend when zincz hadn't arrived yet.
Like i felt so extra like that.
But her friend's actually quite nice la
So yeah, we shopped and then went to eat at NYDC. Lovely lovely lovely boo boo chocolate cake (no it's not my mr boo). it made me feel like i was in heaven ok.
LOVELY I TELL YA!
i must have it again.
buy it for my birthday ok ?
Hahahaha.
then luan luan choose slippers in the end.
Cos all so ugly.
Huh.and i was in a rush
So yeah, i think mummy and aby likes it.
Maybe.
Then we had lalang for dinner (cockles). lOVELY TOO. i would never miss my mum's cockles for the world.
Ok maybe 4009 pieces of boo boo's choc cakes.
okie do then.
I think that this marks the end of today.
Except that it's not really THE end, cos it's not 12 yet.


whatever.
I am really getting crappier these few days eh?
Blame it on the lack of food.

posted by parquish @ 9:15 PM 0 Comments

i can't think of anything to say right now.

FINALLY.
I'M BACK IN CIVILIZATION!!!!!!!!!!!!
awesome.
Yup, I'm back from sec 2 camp !
It was preeeeeetty fun.
Not to mention tiring, sweaty and urgh-ish.
Yeah, so first day, I dreamt of perfectly roasted lamb chops on the bus. I guess that was a premonition that the food was going to be :P
But it was still not bad, compared to all the other camps that I've been to.
Anyway, then we went to do rock climbing and zip line etc etc.
Hahahaha then during shower time me, meichen, grace and kaixin went to shower first cos we didn't know that we had to shower at 7. Then we were like chionging to the toilet then like eh, how come nobody one ah? Whatever then we just wennt to bathe.
Kaixin smart la. Let grace bathe first then suddenly this instructor came in and said"oi who say you all can bathe?" then we were like er........ pauline?
Then annabella came in and said that we couldn't bathe.
-.-
But we still showered in the end then we were like deciding whether or not to go out, so we went up to the dorm in the end.
Then stayed up there until we saw chantel come up.What a relief. So yeah then my headache started. Luckily pauline never notice anything.
Then we were deciding on our campfire cheer when my head pounded like mad and i felt dizzy so went to sick bay. Turns out that I had fever.
I must have caught someone's virus.
Then looked down at 2e2 from the window like from romeo and juliet. Lol
then bmt and the stars were AMAZING i tell you
supper then everybody's head started aching.
Poor us. luckily for panadol!
It rained during the night.it rained every night actually.
Then second day, breakfast then sea rafting.
Hahaha many were sunburned. My eyeballs were sunburned too!-that explains the redenosity.
Then CRC , it was INTERESTING.
blablablablabla..........
CAMPFIRE time!
It was awesome. Especially when our class performed.Clement is one hell of a weirdo. :D
And when Ganesh lighted the bombfire.
And when he danced. GOsh he looked like mr bean.
Then supper again and then night night.
TODAY IS MY BOOKOUT DAY!
Finally. Escapeeeeeeeeee.
Did our sumpakappa
sumpaboi
sumpageyley cheer
Said byebye to camelot and uncle zaini
and people cried on the bus.
I was like in a sea of tears.
Everyone was crying around me. Was trying hard not to get infected. thank God for the biscuits.
Then when we reached school grace was like hugging pauline and then phoebe was hugging grace and then meichen was higging kx and then it was like so touching all of a sudden and i actually choked uo for 2 seconds then I stopped.
The most touching is when : In the morning we were complaining that the people gave us very little food then uncle must have heard us then he purposefully went to take more beehoon/pubic hair-as told by grace for us then he gave to us like one forkfull each.
*Sniff sniff*
Yeah then faster rushed home to meet hornies for lunch then nobody was at home.
How to get in?
Bun Bun busted in for me.
Hahahahaha. using his paws and tail and nails and ears and chest. big fluffy chest. I kissed him as soon as I got home.
Then i lost alot of weight i think.
My pants were dropping all the way to tpc.
Then went for korean bbq with family (woohoo!) then watched the bucket list.
It's freaking funny and lovely.
Ok i needa pee and sleep.
Goodnight.

posted by parquish @ 10:22 PM 0 Comments

Question and answer session in the dark.

I am gearing up for a confrontation now.
With my parents.
Stupid lot of people, poking their noses, or their eyes, in this case into MY personal business.
And it's very very very personal
And they had to go and actually LOOK at it.
This isn't the first time!!!
Blurdy.
Rage is boiling in me.
Whatever.
I think that my feet are swollen/muscle cramp.
And edwin/croach came today!!!
HAHAHAHA i dreamt about it last night.
Today, Joy knows all of our secrets.
Joy you'd better not tell ah.
And it's Grace's birthday tomorrow!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SEXY MAMA IN ADVANCE!
lovelovelove ya sooooooooo much. :D
Camp is coming right up too!
I think I lost alot of weight in camp.
Lousy food and all
Malay food everyday in vb camp.


THINGS TO DO NOW: 1) wake up early tomorrow most prob,.......5.55?
2)Make sure not to burst my own blood vessel while arguing
3)Collect $$ and pe shirt from chantel tmr.
4)make sure joy brings tie.
i think that i lost my tie!!!!!!!!!
again.
Seriously la.
I can't stand myself and my stupidness sometimes

I NEED TO VISIT SOMALIA RIGHT NOW.
idk why.



iny

posted by parquish @ 10:11 PM 0 Comments

hang the do not disturb.

Hello my lovely chummy wummy pallies!

Woo! Just came back from volleyball camp and I'm still so tired despite the 2hr nap that I had before dinner.
This year's camp isn't all that great (sorry but I just can't help it) EXCEPT the sandcastle building and the dragon boating. And to think that I'm gonna go dragon boating again next week during sec 2 camp. My arms hurt . So does the sunburn. Haha but at least not like Joy's one. Touch also pain. :D
Anyway, the first day (ok all the days actually) told me NOT to go fir the camp.

The signs: I fell into a drain the moment I stepped out of the house and the zip of my bag burst. (like wth.)

:I broke my comb into 2 pieces and I lost the usable half later on.
:I didn't bring my body shampoo.
:I broke one of my clips.
:There were ants all over my stuff. (mine only!)
So yeah.
But I survived the camp in the end!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M ALIVE!! Except that I can't forget how I fell into the longkang. :P

So, anyway, the first day was just STUPID if you ask me.
Loser games and even loser-er nightwalk. I had to talk to a wall/door. -.-
And Bun Bun got made fun of! Hahahaha. I squashed his 'tail'
Then 2nd day was THE best.
Because of dragon boating and sandcastle-ing!
Our instructor (en qi-isn't that a girl's name?) apparently "proposed" to 'Shufen'.
And got rejected.
Lol.
Then I lovveeeeeeeeee sand castle building sooooooooo much.
Then third day (which is today duh.)
played stupid stuff and then ms tuan talk and talked and we thanked Wang lao shi for helping us out. (the big boobed lady. the opposite of ah fong)
THEN WE WENT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah.
Chiong-ed ace-learning i got 12 and then cooked mac and cheese.
I'm still suffering from indigestion from it. I ate so much of cheeesy mac and I slept immediately.
That's why.
So yeah. enough of talking, time for pics~~













Emu is camouflaged.













Our marshmallows this year. Compare it with last year's.














Our teeny weeny fire at first.













And it's getting bigger!













So big until the marshmallow chaoda.













Whoo! elvin's "fireflies". But can you see elvin?













CAMP! julia marking her scent by doing the fishy floppy dance.














Graceyy and I!













Joy and I!













Zhiying and her paparazzi shot.













Grace and her "head?"













Grace and Joy














US!














The shady family.














Coolio.














Say horny!!!!!!!!














Wooo!














omg i know that zy's gonna kill me when she sees this.

posted by parquish @ 8:43 PM 0 Comments

Marcoroni

Woo!
This is my 100th post.
That's why I must blog about something vair vair significant.
Like we had our 2nd class gathering yesterday. (1E4'08)
It was fun I tell you!
Especially the "games" -it's just burying emmanuel's slippers.
But still, it's fun!
Upload pics tonight and tell ya more.

I am now scavenging for food.
What is a house without anymore instant noodles?
And I'm broke so I can't possibly buy anything from downstairs. They charge exhorbitant prices.
Ah ha! I think that I just found some...... expired noodles.
Ugh!!! What is my house coming to?
Ok , I'll settle for macaroni with chilli and sesame oil.
Oh shit
I just dumped them macaroni in the pot without actually boiling the water first.
Great.
Now I have to fish the m's out again.
Fish fish fish fish fish.
Ok, while the water is boiling, I shall think of what to say
Oh yes! About thermal transfer of energy.
Why won't the paper cup burn question
The paper cup needs to be heated up till 451C before it can burn, and water needs to be boiled to 212C before it is boiled.
so yah. The water will boil until it is evaporated first before the cup can burn.
At least that's what google says.
VB camp tmr!
So excited and dreading it.

posted by parquish @ 12:11 PM 0 Comments

Athlete's foot.

edited and sublimated.

It's MPCC's sports day today! -And to think that our school just had ours a few weeks
ago.
Anyway, it was unexpectedly 'fun' and yeah, so I think I burned many many calories.
Haha. As if I care.
Anyway, so our team lost during captain's ball because of MOSES. Hmpf. Show favourtism towards the other team. He said that the last ball scored would be the winner,so our team scored the last ball, but then all of a sudden the other team started playing then we were all like "huh?" so yeah, they scored and they 'won'. What kind of dao li is this.
And I scored 2 goals for soccer!!
Woo~

Ugh. gotta go eat dinner.
stupid sis threatening to cut off my connection.
URGH.

posted by parquish @ 5:53 PM 0 Comments

Swiss rolls, crossoints, questions, no answers.

Hey you people.
I am sooooooooooooo tired!!!!!
Like seriously and insanely.
Because of running around the whole Singapore today.
Shall not elaborate much, all that I have to say is that I can't wait to go to bed tonight.
Ughhhhhh. Church sports day tmr!And I so don't want to join.
I won't even be able to move my limbs tomorrow.
I seriously feel like killing the person who signed me up now.
SERIOUSLY.
Dad is naggggggggging again now.
Great.I just ate bread again unconsciously.
Now I have to bursh my teeth all over again.
i must seriously be a genius.
Cos I spent like 20 mins walking a few meters to school.
Half an hour for the whole trip.
I am a smart one at detours.


I ♥ FAKE EYELASHES. well just playing with it and pretending to be Hitler.

I ♥ BEING SPONTANEOUS.

I ♥ YOU.

posted by parquish @ 9:39 PM 0 Comments

OH GOD.

I THINK THAT I JUST FIGURED SOMETHING HORRIBLE OUT.

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY??!?!?!?!?!?!?!!

posted by parquish @ 9:39 PM 0 Comments

I'm going to ruin you just like the way you ruined me.

I am so darn freaking pissed right now. Sheesh. People do like to speculate just beacsue I did a "kind" deed. (It depends on which side you're actually supporting.) Let me start ...

Ok, so school would be BORING without a little drama/gossip/something interesting right?
Yeah so now somethin g very very very fabulous has happened. And it's darn good gossip.
It's the centre of discussions.
Everyone's saying a line of it.
It would all be really great.
If only I weren't involved in it.
WHY DO I ALWAYS GET MYSELF INTO TROUBLE??!?!?!?!
Ok, so yesterday, I was doing duty (making sure that those who missed sports day made up for it by C.I.P, when I was on the 3rd floor, this guy asked"Are you from weida's class?"
I was like"er........... yeah"
then he asked me to pass something to weida.
OMG. IT WAS A FRIGGIN LOVE LETTER.
Then in school I passed the 'thing' to the person who was supposed to get it.
As expected his reaction was *gag**gag*. I know. It was mine too.
Then weida went to pass around the class. Why???
Then Chantel had to go and say that it was me who wrote it.
LIKE HELLO!!! WHY ON EARTH/MARS WOULD I EVEN DO THAT?
Why would I go and write cheesy and mushy lines like'you are perfect', 'i love you',what 'when you walk past/by the air that lingers after smells so good'???? -it's one of the most popular ones that I heard.
And somebody went to add salt to the wound.
You arse.
Just wait till I kick your butt.
Anyway, I am innocent; just a passer-by;just a tool in the girl/guy's plan.
Eeurgh.


But, it is a good topic to keep us occupied during lunch.

Hehe:D

posted by parquish @ 9:27 PM 0 Comments

This is just about an awesome feeling everytime you look at me.

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
It's brrrrrrrrrrrrrrroody cold outside!!
Nearly froze while I was feeding Bun Bun.
He's cold too. Poor him.
Anyway, ugh gonna have drum lesson soon!
I'm dreading it. I didn't even get time to practice my single full strokes.
Hope Ah Leng doesn't scold me :X
Today Valencia was sick.
Gosh she looked darn sick
And what's with the poke-your-finger-everytime-you-have-indigestion theory?!
Hahaha. That girl is weird. :)
So anyway, recess duty was HORRID today. So was traffic duty.
Lots of stupid people trying to cross by another way/bringing out sweet drinks.
Stupid 2e3 boys. And stupid 3 china women.
I'm so gonna hijack your father's car next time I see it in the morning.
Huh. And geog test was a rumour! Sort of.
Thankfully I didn't study.
Science test was well.... Alright.
And Zhiying freaking raped me today!!!!! -as usual.
Hahaha but luckily I almost ended her womanhood.
Kick straight in the V.
Hehehehe. And her "lover" wants me to ask her something stupid.
Whatever. See if I will send myself to the raping gallows yys.
Okie dokie! Time to actually go to the gallows.
It's drum time.


everytime you look my way my heart beats 100000 beats per second.

posted by parquish @ 7:16 PM 0 Comments

I don't think that I know who I am.

Lalalalalalala.
Meichen faster!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm waiting for meichen to be done with her video.
At this rate that my computer is going, I'm never going to finish studying for geog test tmr.
If there even is one.
I'm betting no.
So maybe I'll take the risk.
Hahaha. Just say " you didn't mention that there was any test! This is violation of student rights!" to tanny ho.
Seriously lor. I got the source from a rumour.
Huh.
So much for being a teacher.
Anyway, I don't know why I feel so sleeeeeeeeepy today!
And blur. And dead. Eating is the only thing that makes me feel alive again.
Computer makes me feel deader than dead,
I wanna hug !
Maybe hug my mumma.
But she just made me angry,
Urrgh.
Bye bye.

posted by parquish @ 8:37 PM 0 Comments

I ♥ pool.

Hey you constipated world!

Hahahah just came back from Sarah's house.
We baked 'truffles' at her house.
They look more like balls of dung to me.
Anyway, today was fun fun fun at the SPCA thinghy!
I learnt more about animals and how evvvvvvvvil some people are.
And that we must be responsible.
And that I must change Bun Bun's poop at least once a day *ahem*

Haha then when we were lunching this woman/teacher/biatch came over to scold me and chantel.


woman:Excuse me what are you doing?
Me:er... we are just taking utensils.
W: well I hope so. I also hope that you will join the queue at the back. These primary school students haven't had their tea break yet and are very hungry. *rolls eyes*
HELLO! THEY FRIGGIN CUT OUR QUEUE AND THERE WAS SO MUCH CAKES LEFT DURING TEA BREAK!!!
m: oh. "ok".
Chantel: *rolls eyes and fans herself*
Then we went over to the desserts and started talking bad about the woman.
then suddenly she came over to C and started grabbing her tie and touches her boob(omg lesbo) to see her badge.
w:which school are you from *grope*
C: don't touch me. *swepps off hand*
w: anry, starts saying crap about complaining to ah boo and stuff.
M:er... we are just taking dessert.
w:bla bla bla bla bla blaa.
then she was like so.... argh!
stupid botox-needed woman.
Then Utt the utterly gay one came.
Post pics some other day.
Then went to bake and stuff.

yesterday
sushi buffet was nice!
After sports day the gang went with some others like kx, and 2e1 ppl.
So fun!
Then had to go see doctor.
Pool was awesome.
Though painful.
Sarah is v. violent when she loses. :0
hahaha.
kk. time to sleep.
need to wake up for shit tmr.


LOVE YA~!

posted by parquish @ 10:30 PM 0 Comments

Why is it always like that?

Hahahahaha
Today was class bonding!
It was quite fun (I looooove the pizza part)
We were playing whacko and it was more of a game of violence. See who gets whacked the hardest.
But nonetheless, it was fun :)

Then had detention duty after that . Got chided for wearing p.e underneath.
Sheesh.
Yes. Another important thing.
We had health screeming today! sorry screening.
Hahahahah it was hilarious I tell you.
Luckily we didn't get some lesbian-nurse-who-wants-to-look-at-our-boobs.
I still can't get rid of the primary school memories. *shudder*
Anyway, then after that annabella chantel huinee and i were discussing about bras then we asked some boys whather they were wearing 'hook'or 'sports'.
Results: Clement was wearing sports.
Wei da was wearing hook.
Hahahahaha.
With a sleek v-cut.
And Clement was finally declared a man by the nurses. Congrats to you!
Then went to bishan to look for the "gang" (hahah we sound like mafias)
Emmanuel got an i-touch!!! That freak!!!
Then I stole his ezlink card but dropped it accidentally, so i got busted.
Hehe.
Ok, gotta go eat dinner! And do ipw work. Ugh.

can i tell you in the face that i want you?

posted by parquish @ 5:44 PM 0 Comments

I'm hiding behind the curtains.

Hey!
Haven't blogged for hell of a long time. Haha, so..... yeah.
Anyway, first things first: Note to spammer

Like hello. Are you trying to get my attention?
Erm... If you're smart enough you'll know what's the meaning of my blogskin.Anyway I'm gonna change soon! As soon as I get the time. :) Hehe.
And I'm not a slut. I don't flirt with boys like some people, I'm happy with my girlfriends. :)
They're soooooooo much more better than boys.
Yeah I might be ugly. I ain't that pretty right? Haha self abomination.
Yeah I'm dumb. I'm failing stuff already! Better buck up Arista.
So yeah. Tks for wasting your time here. :D


Now to the real deal.
Argh life's been hazy these few days.
I'm not remembering anything that I'm actually supposed to!
Even stuff from a day ago. E.g=mathematical equations :P
Hmm... maybe like MeiChen says we're sniffng glue subconsciously. Haha.Lack of memory. And craziness. Hehe. Tea tomorrow it is then!
Had fun during recess duty today;thought there wasn't anymore chicken drumlets.
Valencia told me something way creepy. And weird.And unexpected.
God bless that person's soul.

Hahahah 1e4 people ar having a shut-up fight on msn.
Cool.

Anyway, I need something to snap me outta my haze!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Inspirations, anyone?
Actually the answer is there.
You.
I NEED YOU TO SEE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh.

xxARISTAxx

posted by parquish @ 9:23 PM 0 Comments