tell me why
I'm sorry, but I just don't see why. I just don't see why you guys can't give me anything at all. All that you do is to take delight in breathing down my neck and taking advantage of my willingness to try time after time; again and again.I just don't see why you guys just can't be like everyone else, moving on with the times and accepting me for who I am, and not try to make me be what you guys are, which are losers. Why can't you just see that I'm different from the rest of you, I want to venture out and not be stuck in the slum like we are.
I want something better and I am willing to risk everything and make my dreams come true. I don't want to be like you all who only sit around discussing the better life, but not actually doing anything to reach out for it.
I'm not bulletproof, ok? You all just take swings and me and trample all over my wants, needs and dreams. I won't forever be around to let all you boss me around so that your lives will be easier. People get realised and rewarded for their efforts, but what do I get? Nothing. In fact, when I just ask for one tiny simple request, you turn it down and into mush and once again, all the trust that we've, No, I've tried to build up with you just comes crashing down on me like a rain storm. I'm not your slave ok?! You keep pushing me, till I am left with nothing but the edge of a cliff. I'm going to drop down. Yes I am, I just know it, if this continues.
I can't live my whole life under your shadow and the rock you've kept pushing onto me, time after time. You say that you want to know me, but really, do you? You just want to know my weaknesses and dreams, so that you can use it against me.
You say that you love me, but really, do you? I think that what you're really trying to do is to groom me so that I can just become another one of you. Useless and incompetent. You just want me to succeed, but when I fail, you blame it all on me. Ever occured to you that genes get passed down? And from all of your behaviours, it seems so. My failures are all your fault.
I'm sick and tired of living this way. No one can keep this up forever, not even Superman himself, cos there comes a time where the breaking point of a person becomes clearly evident.
Labels: song of the day: be ok
posted by parquish @ 9:34 PM
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